Every morning is a new day and fana (perishable). Just as foliar buds and fall being a witness for our deeds in this life. Am i deserve to be in Jannah someday? Wallahu'alam bissawab - Allah knows the right for us :'). Sometimes as human beings we are often in bad mood. So do i. Probably a lot of our desire in this world or targets that can not be reached, but the fact is that God knows best for us. Also maybe because we disappoint people who love us. But always remember that problem will smaller if we kept it secret, enlarged if we complained, unravel if we surrender in Allah, and more complex if we share to humans. And if i'm in bad situasion like that i usually read Quran Surat Ad-Duhaa. each verse has a beautifull meaning and peaceful efect for me. Subhanallah ...
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
By the morning brightness
And [by] the night when it covers with darkness,
And as for the petitioner, do not repel [him].
But as for the favor of your Lord, report [it].